Part II- How My Story Intersects With The Story Of God
Where my story really began to intersect with God’s story was sometime after I graduated high school. Before meeting my best friend in high school who shared the Gospel and lead me to Christ, I was truly lost, and let me explain what I mean by this. Before truly surrendering and accepting Jesus, I was spiritually blind. All of these truths in the scripture didn’t mean anything and I couldn’t even begin to understand what sin was. I would have said twenty years ago that I was a good person. However, now I have to sit at the foot of the cross and humbly even wonder how I am saved. In other words, God has opened my eyes and ears to so many realities and truths that I know are real, that I am amazed. To a person who is carnal-minded and not in Christ, they won’t understand anything I am saying. Of course, I have days where the enemy steals my joy and makes me feel unworthy, and that nothing God says is true. When applying Ephesians 6 ( The Armor of God) I convinced myself to the point where I would die for my faith before denying it. When God opens your eyes and ear to His word and makes it become real to you, it changes everything. Currently, spiritually I am in the midst of a fierce battle that is very ugly. Seven years ago I could not see or feel this because I wasn’t as close to God, but the more I seek Him through His word, prayer, and fellowship. The battle spiritually gets intense. The enemy doesn’t want me to feel joy and peace, and certainly not to share the good news. This is why I have to remain strong.